READ: Lyn Ynchausti Cruz shares son TJ's last moments with them
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In a lengthy Instagram post, Lyn Cruz, wife of Tirso Cruz III, recalls the last moments she spent with son TJ. Read on.
It's been almost 20 days since TJ Cruz, son of actors Tirso and Lyn and the couple is still coping amid their family's loss.
Social media has become an outlet for Tirso and Lyn as they continue to miss TJ.
Recently, Lyn has shared an intimate moment she had with her son not long before TJ breathed his last.
READ: Lyn Cruz pens poem for son TJ
She wrote: "On the day that he left to be with the Lord, I was still hoping and asking the Lord for a miracle. But since his BP was already going down and having a hard time breathing, in my thoughts, "Am I selfish, am I only thinking of myself? What about my son? He is already having a hard time?"
"One of his nurses told me, "Ma'am, lumalaban pa po si Sir TJ, pero bumababa na ang BP n'ya and heart rate and then tataas ng kaunti, pero hirap na siya." And I can feel God's presence during that time. So I raised my hands and said, "Okay, Lord, I surrender my son to you. If You want him to be with You already, it's okay with me na. Thank you for lending him to us for 37 years."
LOOK: The beautiful life of Tirso Cruz III's late son, TJ Cruz
"And I whispered to my son, "Teej, you told us you will fight, ang nag-usap tayo before, taht we will be with you through this battle. You fought a good fight anak, and I congratulate you for that. But if hirap ka na, and you are tired already as you told me the other day, it is okay. I will be okay. Huwag mo na ako isipin because Mama is going to be okay. I want you to be okay too. If you see the light, go to the light, don't look back anymore, coz we will be okay. Go to the light now and Jesus is there waiting for you. I love you and I will miss you."
In a separate entry, Lyn also shared with her followers a dream where she saw TJ.
"He looked so healthy and so handsome...more handsome than he was here on earth..."
She ended her post with a bible verse from Psalm 80:19, that is also a prayer, "Lord God All-Powerful, make us strong again! Smile on us and save us."
