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Bettinna Carlos took to Instagram to share her grief and appreciation for everyone's prayers and encouragement.

On February 1, the celebrity mom revealed that she suffered miscarriage with her second baby.

"Thank you everyone for your prayers and encouragement. Our family is well by God's grace. My husband and I are fully convinced of the Lord's sovereignty, goodness, and perfect will. Gummy of course very saddened by the answered prayer going unanswered again and so soon. But we trust the Lord holds her heart too," she wrote.

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According to Bettinna, she is now healing fast and well. But she still has these random moments of "blankness."

"It's like a state of blankness where there is nothing. Neither pain nor doubt. Questions or confusion. None of these. I'm not even sure I can say it feels numb (ironic right) because I feel peace for sure and so I can't really say it's bad. Neutral perhaps. This cloud comes and goes. Like a close friend who knows when to visit and when to leave. It's just that it knows me more than I know it," Bettinna said.

She continued, "The most I could make sense of it is it's GRIEF gently presenting itself to me, in a new and slow way."

Bettinna also shared that she experienced losing loved ones before but never someone who is part of her.

"I know our child is not our's but the Lord's but I'm sure you get it. And maybe that's what's new about grief this time. It's parting with a part of me-literally," she said.

Bettinna then added how thankful she is to the Lord for giving her grace through grief. "Lord I know You have magnificent ways of working your will out that You may present Yourself in fresh and powerful ways.

"I look forward to the good You'll create out of this nothingness and my emptiness. For now, I thank You for this quiet comfort, this safe place You're giving me, Your grace through grief."

Bettinna and Mikki Eduardo tied the knot in December 2020. She has a daughter named Amanda Lucia "Gummy" Carlos with her former partner.

Meanwhile, look at the simple life of Bettinna Carlos and her family in La Union in this gallery: