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Clyde Vivas on break up with Lars Pacheco: 'Iniwan mo ko habang natutulog ako'
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After recent buzz surrounding their relationship, content creator Clyde Vivas has finally confirmed his breakup with transwoman beauty queen Lars Pacheco.
On his social media pages, Clyde penned a heartfelt message to announce the heartbreaking news.
He first recalled the sweetness of their seven-year relationship, from their first chat to their heart-fluttering first meeting.
"Sa loob ng 7 years na punong puno ng pagmamahalan, walang pinag sisihan, nirespeto, at inalagaan pinaglaban sa lahat," he wrote. "Naalala ko nga nung una tayong nagka-chat hanggang sa una tayong magkita. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako haharap na-eexcite na kinakabahan."
Clyde admitted that Lars transformed his life and made him a better person. That's why the breakup was even more heartbreaking, especially with how it ended.
"Hindi ko lubos akalain na ikaw ang makakapag pa bago sakin, salamat sayo kase natuto akong magmahal ng sobra sobra higit pa sa sarili ko," he said.
"Nakakalungkot lang na iniwan mo ko habang natutulog ako at nag iwan ka ng mahabang mensahe para sakin. Sana kinausap mo muna ako para alam ko lahat ng gagawin, pero ganun siguro talaga. Nawalan kana din ng pagmamahal sakin, nag sawa kana.
"Sabi ko nga sayo noon nu'ng pinaglaban kita. Hinding hindi ako magsasawa na mahalin ka dahil pinili kita. Kaya lang ba't nag iba. Sorry kung masyado akong na over sa pagmamahal sayo, nawalan na ng challenge lahat."
Despite the pain, Clyde shared that he would hold on to the warmth Lars gave him and promised himself to stay strong.
"'Wag ka mag-alala kakayanin ko, dahil sa bawat araw-araw na magkasama tayo gumigising ako ng may katabing ikaw. Yung may kikiss sakin, yung may yayakap sakin. Nung bago moko iwan ramdam na ramdam ko yung yakap mo na mahigpit sakin. 'Yun na pala 'yung huli ko na mararamdaman sayo. Sobrang sakit. Pero alam ko sa sarili ko kakayanin ko."
He ended his message with a final farewell filled with love, "Sana mabasa mo'to Mag iingat ka palagi, 'wag mo kalimutan mag dasal. Mahal na mahal kita. Paalam."
Clyde's confirmation of the break-up follows Lars's confession of cheating on three separate occasions.
The transwoman beauty queen clarified that she's not proud of what happened and admitted that part of her motivation for cheating was to feel excitement and a sense of importance once again.
Yet, her actions were a sign that she had somehow lost the love for her boyfriend, which ultimately led her to end the relationship. Lars confronts the past openly, stressing that her confession is about accountability, not justification.
Meanwhile, Clyde also posted a video of his take on their breakup and the news of Lars cheating on him within their 7-year relationship.
The influencer admitted he already noticed signs of the cheating, yet was hesitant to ask what was wrong. Even though he felt hurt by everything he learned, Clyde pleaded to stop the hate.
"'Wag nyo na i-bash si Lars kasi naawa ako e. Meron siguro siyang dinadalang problema na hindi ko alam. Wag na natin siya i-bash at mas magandang suportahan na lang natin siya sa mga kung ano man desisyon niya sa buhay ngayon kasi ganoon na lang din gagawin ko," he said.
Clyde also emotionally thanked all the support and comfort he received due to the shocking news.
Take a look back at Lars Pacheco's statement on cheating with Clyde Vivas:
