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Global Fashion Icon Heart Evangelista finally posted her most awaited second episode of the "I AM HEART" series last January 25.

Giving a sneak peek to fans, the Kapuso artist shared her unfiltered self as she showed her jam-packed schedule during her business trips in Indonesia and Singapore. Heart also included the moments when she opened up to her team about the pressures that she has to deal with on a regular basis.

At one point of her vlog, she mentioned "Whenever I get problems, like personal problems, I couldn't even be in a bad mood because they would make me feel like --- that I'm so toxic."

Heart got emotional as she shared how she's been trying to keep herself happy nowadays, amid all her problems and other stresses. The Kapuso star also said that she's tired of overthinking as she can't avoid it as a public figure.

"I try not to be selfish (in the eyes of the public), but sometimes, I'm only human and I'm really tired. You know, I'm really tired of overthinking. I'm tired of thinking about what other people --- I hate it," Heart said as tears rolled down her face.

Heart mentioned that she tried overcompensating to get over the feeling, which sadly made her lose certain aspects of herself. Heart also said that she's done trying to please other people and trying to be perfect all the time.

"It's about, like, they really destroyed my inner joy and how bubbly I was. How I was so carefree, you know? And I'm still struggling parang I wish I wouldn't have to see them, but parang dinumihan nila yung part ng area na kung saan ako nagtatrabaho," she said.

After sharing her most personal thoughts, Heart settled with the realizations that she needs to build an immunity or resistance towards toxic people in the industry. She was also comforted by her team saying she had the power to choose what to think and act towards people and in public.