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The Yaya Dub star claimed to battle this and explained that her attempt to change her mindset was because of the continued support and love from her followers.

A little over a month since her Coachella-themed birthday bash, Philippine Queen of DubSmash Maine Mendoza narrated about what transpired at her surprise party. More so, the Yaya Dub star opened up how the love she receives from her fans helps her battle negativity in her life.

Maine recalled how she was tricked to attend what she thought was an awarding ceremony to pull off the surprise organized by her family, friends, and fans. She narrated the details from the venue, gifts, performances to the well-wishes she received, and shared photos even from the preparations in her recent blog entry. 

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While she chronicled good memories from her celebration, Maine also took the opportunity to make a confession.

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Though overwhelmed with the big turnout of guests in her party, the newbie actress admitted that she never expected this.

She said, "I was always–and will always be–in denial that there are actually people who admire and support me wholeheartedly for [who] I truly am. It is something that's hard for me to believe.. I mean, why would people like me? When I, myself, see nothing to like about."

Maine claimed that for most of her life, she has been "clouded with negativity," looking at things with pessimism.

"No matter how hard I try to uplift myself, I always ended up failing and sulking. And it is just now that I am slowly beginning to switch to being optimistic," she continued.

The Yaya Dub star claimed to battle this and explained that her attempt to change her mindset was because of the continued support and love from her followers.

READ: AlDub Nation inititates giving thanks to Maine Mendoza via #MaineramingSalamat 

"I'd say it's not me who makes me feel good about myself but the people around me; the people who love me and care for me," Maine acknowledged.