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"She calmed me, she listened to me. She made me feel safe." - Aiza

By GIA ALLANA SORIANO

In Aiza’s recent Instagram post, the child star admits to have been dealing with “anxiety issues.” She posts: “I lost my happiness, sense of security, myself. I had myself checked, took meds to battle my anxiety and depression but ganon pa rin.”
 

 

For the longest time, I've been dealing with anxiety issues. It changed my personality, how I dealt with people. Kung paano ko tignan ang buhay. The future terrifies me. Ang dami kong kinakatakutan. Takot ako pag wala akong trabaho, takot ako pag naiisip kong mawawala ang mga taong mahal ko. Dumating sa punto na sa sobrang takot ko, nawalan na ako ng boses. Lalo na sa relasyon. Sa sobrang ayaw ko ng conflict, kahit matapaktapakan na ang paniniwala at paninindigan ko, sige nalang. Hinahayaan ko nalang dahil grabe yung kaba ng dibdib ko. Nilalamon ako ng takot, ng anxiety ko. I lost my happiness, sense of security, myself. I had myself checked, took meds to battle my anxiety and depression but ganon pa rin. Importante talaga kung sinong naka palibot sa iyo. My parents and friends were supportive kaya kahit papaano I got better. When Liza came into my life, ang dami kong issues na naglabasan. May times na kahit ako overwhelmed sa nararamdaman ko. It's been a long time since pinansin ko yung feelings ko dahil inisantabi ko siya dahil akala ko that's the only way to deal with my fears. Mali pala. Liza helped me face my fears, my issues, my insecurities. Kapag hindi ko na naiintindihan, siya yung umiintindi para sa akin. She calmed me, she listened to me. She made me feel safe. She made me feel that it's okay to open up my heart and I don't need to be afraid anymore. I still feel anxious. Everyday, may trigger pa rin. I still have my issues. I still get insecure, confused, tired, and scared. But all I need to do is hold her hand, look at her, ask her to embrace me. Then, everything feels right again in my world.

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Jan 3, 2016 at 12:06am PST

However, the singer also admits that when wife Liza came to her life, she was able to see things differently and was also able to cope up better. She wrote: “Liza helped me face my fears, my issues, my insecurities. Kapag hindi ko na naiintindihan, siya 'yung umiintindi para sa akin. She calmed me, she listened to me. She made me feel safe. She made me feel that it's okay to open up my heart and I don't need to be afraid anymore.”
 

 

Nung pagbukas ng pinto at lumabas ka na, nanghina yung tuhod ko. Nung nakita ko na nakabihis ka na ng damit pangkasal, hindi ko napigilan maiyak. Napakaganda mo, mahal ko. Hindi ako makapaniwala na itong magandang babae na to, naglalakad sa altar papunta sa akin. Nung nakita kitang ngumiti, nawasak na ako. Bawat lakad mo papalapit sa akin, wala akong ibang ginawa kundi magpasalamat sa Diyos, sa buong universe, dahil binigay ka sa akin. Dahil ako ang pinili mong mahalin. Dahil ako ang pinili mong makasama habang buhay. Pagdating mo sa may altar, gusto na kagad kita i-kiss. Kaso baka magalit yung minister. Sabihin atat ako. Sa loob ng isang taon, napakaraming nangyari. Napakaraming binigay na pagsubok na minsan hindi natin alam paano lulusutan. May mga panahon na naging mahina ako, minsan naman ikaw, pero ni minsan hindi natin iniwan at binitawan ang isa't isa. At pagkatapos natin malampasan ang bawat pagsubok, mas lalo tayong nagiging matatag. Mas mapagmahal. Mas mapagbigay. Mas pasensiyoso. Mas mapagpatawad. Mas masaya. Walang kasing saya. To say that you're the greatest thing that ever happened to me is an understatement. You are why I love. You are why i breathe. You are why I live. Loving you and making you the happiest woman in this universe and beyond is my life's purpose. I love you, my wife. My beautiful wife. I fall in love with you every single day. Happy anniversary!

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Dec 8, 2015 at 1:36am PST

 

You make me the happiest my love. Thank you for coming into my life. Binigyan mo ng kulay, direksyon ang buhay ko. Mahal na mahal kita!

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Dec 14, 2015 at 1:36am PST

 

Nakakatawa isipin na ngayon palang tayo nakapag celebrate ng 1st year anniversary natin. Masyado tayong busy! I'm so happy we were able to squeeze in some alone time in between work and daily responsibilities. Pero ganon pa man, di ko rin mashadong maramdaman na hindi tayo nakapag celebrate kasi parang anniversary naman natin araw araw. We don't wait for a special day to make each other feel special. I love that about us! I'm so lucky to have you my love. I love you!

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Dec 15, 2015 at 6:14pm PST

 

Happiness!!!!!! Sarap umuwi sa iyo mahal ko. Tanggal pagod.:))) i love you!!! Good night guys!

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Dec 16, 2015 at 9:09am PST

 

It's christmas eve!!!

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Dec 24, 2015 at 3:37am PST

 

Good night na talaga.:) sleep well Pilipinas.

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Dec 22, 2015 at 11:17am PST

The two got married last December 8, 2014 in San Francisco, California.

READ: Aiza Seguerra shares heartfelt anniversary message for wife