Kyla opens up about 'overwhelming sadness' after her 3rd miscarriage, says she dreams about her unborn child

Kyla Alvarez opened up about the "overwhelming sadness" following her third miscarriage.

On Instagram, Kyla shared a photo of herself at the beach and revealed still dreaming about her unborn baby one month after her unfortunate loss.

"There’s something about the sound of the waves that is so calming. It’s one of the most beautiful calls of nature that I love to hear," Kyla wrote in the caption.

The OPM singer said she needs that "feel-good vibe" and to unwind.

"We planned to go to Palawan this month. But ECQ happened. Oh well," she wrote.

Kyla admitted that she has been "feeling really, really down the past few days."

"I have this overwhelming feeling of sadness, of wanting to be left alone. And my husband would always wonder why I was acting that way," Kyla continued.

"I can’t explain it. And he’s so nice to me still and so patient, I feel so bad," she added.

Kyla talked of the times she would wake up in the middle of the night and remember dreams of her carrying a baby. She shared her last dream about "walking Millie to school."

"I cried because I didn’t see her face," the singer wrote. "I wish I saw her face," she added.

The grieving mom was resigned to "forever wondering about how my babies would look like if they were born."

"I keep having those dreams. And losing them. It feels so traumatic," she said.

Still in grief, Kyla ended her note saying, "I just want an escape from reality, even if it’s just for little while."

Kyla and her husband Rich Alvarez welcomed their first child, Toby, back in 2013. In 2018, she suffered two miscarriages.

She suffered another miscarriage in July. — Jannielyn Ann Bigtas/LA, GMA News