Zeinab Harake details split from Skusta Clee: ‘Mula January, buntis ako, niloloko niya ako, kami ng anak niya’

Zeinab Harake has revealed that she and Skusta Clee have separated due to his cheating.

In an interview with Toni Gonzaga released Sunday, Zeinab said since March, Skusta Clee had been going out and leaving her at home often despite her sensitive pregnancy.

“Talagang dumating sa point na nagmamakaawa ako sa kanya. Alam niyang buntis ako kay Moon,” she said.

In April, Zeinab took to social media to mourn the death of their unborn baby boy, Moon.

“Nagmamakaawa ako na ’wag niya akong iiwan kasi lagi niya akong iniiwan sa bahay,” she said. “Inaaway niya ako nang ’di ko alam kung bakit. Buntis ako nito. ’Yon pala may something na nangyayari.”

Zeinab said on the last week of March, Skusta Clee left and moved to another place. “Last week ng March, umalis na siya. Lumipat siya ng bahay,” she said.

Days after he left, she said she asked him to return, which he did. Then she discovered something on his laptop.

“Merong day binigay sa ’kin si God na ’wag akong sumama sa kanya. May pupuntahan siya. Naiwan ako sa bahay. Do’n ko nahuli sa laptop,” said Zeinab. “Sakto na ’yung laptop, nasa [messages].”

Zeinab did not specify what she saw, but said Skusta Clee was asking a girl out. When she confronted him to tell the truth, the vlogger said he denied it.

“Sabi ko sa kanya, aminin na niya lahat. Nagsabi siya na, ‘mamatay man si mama ko, mamatay ka man, mamatay man si Bia, wala talaga,’” said Zeinab.

“Mula January, buntis ako, alam niya from the start, niloloko niya ako, kami ng anak niya.”

After a few days, Skusta Clee revealed everything, and Zeinab described the confession as “brutal.”

“Talagang ’pag naaalala ko, nandidiri ako sa sarili ko, sa baby ko. Naaawa ako kay Bia,” she said. “Hindi ako perpektong asawa pero hindi ’yon reason para ganunin mo ’ko sa lahat ng ginawa ko para sa ’yo.”

Zeinab and Skusta Clee’s first baby Bia turned a year old this month. Zeinab said she didn’t invite him to their daughter’s birthday celebration because he didn’t care about his children.

“Wala talaga siyang pakialam kay Moon, wala siyang pakialam kay Bia. Hinahalikan niya ’yung anak niya habang gumagawa siya ng kung anu-anong bagay na hindi naman dapat,” she said.

“Bilang nanay talaga, nasaktan ako na pati buhay niya (Bia), sinaalang-alang ng tatay niya dahil lang sa katarantaduhan. Hindi deserve ni Bia ng gano’ng tatay kasi hindi ko gano’n pinapalaki yung anak ko.”

Zeinab said Skusta Clee had admitted that he changed after she gave birth to Bia.

“’Yung dahilan niya sa lahat, ‘nagbago kasi ’yan si Zeinab mula nung nagka-anak kami. Hindi siya ’yung Zeinab ko noon.’ Kaya naman ako nagbago, pinili ko magpaka-asawa, magpaka-nanay,” she said.

Zeinab also revealed that she was already a single mom when she miscarried.

“Nakunan ako, nagburol ako ng baby ko, nilibing ’yung baby ko, mag-isa lang lahat ako,” she said.

Asked about whether or not she had forgiven Skusta Clee, she said: “Ngayon? ’Di kaya ng puso ko. Galit talaga ako sa lahat ng nangyari sa’kin. Isang tao lang naman yung sinisisi ko eh.”

She added: “Ang nagkamali dito, ’yung talagang hindi nakuntento. Kami ni Bia, nandito kami na all out para sa kanya pero hindi niya kami nakita eh. Bale wala kaming tatlo nila Moon.”

Apart from caring for Bia and making sure she’s okay despite the split, Zeinab said she would also start focusing on herself and heal.

“Deserve kong sumaya, yung totoong masaya,” she said. “Magmamahal lang ako ’pag ’yung mamahalin ko, deserve ’yung pagmamahal na ibibigay ko sa kanya kasi nakita ko na binigay niya ’yung deserve ko.” – RC, GMA News