Naging emosyonal si Kira Balinger na inihayag sa "Bahay ni Kuya" ang kaniyang hangarin na muling mabuo ang kaniyang pamilya.Sa malalimang pag-uusap nila ni Kuya sa isang episode ng "Pinoy Big Brother: Celebrity Collab Edition," sinabi ni Kira na kung mayroon mang kuwentong pag-ibig na lubha siyang naapektuhan, ito ay ang kuwento ng kaniyang mga magulang."Even though they're not together-together, they still want to be married for me and that's a really, really big thing for me," sabi niya."That's why I want to do well with what I do so that I can give back to them kahit papaano. I cannot fix their relationship but I want them to know that staying married necessarily together but still married is a big thing for me and they're really sacrificing their own happiness just for me," saad pa ni Kira.Nagkuwento si Kira tungkol sa kaniyang broken family, at sinabing pakiramdam niyang tila ninakawan siya ng pagkabata pagkatapos silang iwan ng kaniyang ama. Edad 11 siya nang mangyari iyon, at kailangan niyang mag-"grow up a lot faster.""There was a time that I was really upset with him (dad) because of what he did to mom and that was going behind her back for somebody else and that was incredibly painful for me po as a daughter," sabi ni Kira."I just feel like I couldn't experience my childhood the same when that happened. Of course, I enjoyed being with my mom but there's always that voice at the back of your head na 'ay wala kang tatay,' 'oh you have nobody to open up your heartbreak to. I had to grow up a lot faster, Kuya. Sobrang aga na po akong namulat sa mundo and it really changed my perspective on love," patuloy niya.Inalala niya kung paanong masakit sa kaniyang puso na makitang nasasaktan din ang kaniyang ina."When something like that happens, how are you supposed to have fun, what are you supposed to act like when you're supposed to be strong also for your mom na nakita mong sobrang durog talaga," ani Kira."There were days talaga na hindi talaga siya makabangon. She's just in bed, crying and crying but she still tries her best kasi may anak siya," pagpapatuloy niya.Napaluha si Kira nang ibinahagi niya ang hangad niya para sa kaniyang pamilya sa hinaharap: "Just to see them living together once again in one house, to see them have conversations, happy conversations, to just eat together with them. That would really, really be a big thing for me, Kuya.""To have my Dad back home na hindi siya aalis every month, that he would really stay here for us, 'yun po talaga 'yung pangarap kong makita," sabi pa niya.Ayon sa kaniya, gusto niyang manalo sa kompetisyon para maipatayo ng bahay ang kaniyang pamilya."That's why I want to do well here so I could get a house so that I could bring them together na. To just have both of my parents in one place so I can take care of them, so I could shower them with whatever blessing that I will have," sabi ni Kira."I just want them in one place na. I really want them together again," dagdag niya.Payo ni Kuya kay Kira, hindi nangangahulugang kabiguan ang paghihiwalay, ngunit isang paraan para maprotektahan ang puso ng isang tao."Ang tunay na pamilya ay hindi perpekto at ikaw, Kira, ang patunaw na minsan may pag-ibig na totoo kahit 'di 'to nagtapos sa iisang kwento," he said. "Kira, ikaw ang nabubuhay na patunay na totoong nagkaroon ng pagmamahalan ang mga magulang mo. You are the testament of their love for each other at huwag mong kakalimutan 'yan," paalala ni Kuya.Mapanonood ang mga bagong episode ng "Pinoy Big Brother: Celebrity Collab Edition" sa GMA Network ng 10 p.m. ng weekdays at 6:15 p.m. sa weekends. -- Jamil Santos/FRJ, GMA Integrated News
